Oh, messy life...
This yoga stuff…

It really does make me feel loosened up,

but I am not as flexible as I used to be.

But it chills me the fuck out

and I like that :)

It was busy all day at work.

Why the fuck were we SOOOO busy at 10:30 at night?!

The parking lot was packed…come one people, go home.

Enjoy the summer by the fire, or swimming, or some other cheesy shit.

Just go home!

Thank you.

Went to the bar last night…

Drank water all night! Oh man I never thought I’d be THAT crazy lol. But the thing is I got back home around 3…and for some reason I couldn’t go to sleep.

So I slept at 10 am

and woke up at 1.

I feel like shit and I still have work today.

I’m going to try to go to sleep early from now on.

This changes quite a bit for me.
“If you are a sober passenger in the car with a drunk driver, you can also be charged with DUI along with the driver because you apparently gave your consent to the driver to drive in an inappropriate condition.”

I have been in sketchy situations where my friends say “Man I’m good to drive, lets just go.” From now on, if my driver even drinks one beer or whatever and doesn’t let me drive…i’m walking or finding a way home.

Fuck it, i’ll just stay home.

Oh fuck!

I forgot I was a tree/backup singer in Into the Woods in middle school.

Good times lol.

I am constantly reminded how much I HATE musicals…

Exception to Into the Woods…and Rent.

Those two can stay…

all the others can go.

Between fast food and retail.

Saw my friends sister yesterday at my job, and I tried to say hi but she gave me a very stern look and walked off. I was thinking what the hell was that, because we are pretty good friends.

Later at night I get a phone call from her saying “I can’t believe you. I could have gotten you a job at Arby’s but you always turned it down. I’m the manager there, it would have been fun! Would you really rather work at Kroger’s than Arby’s…with me!?!?!?!”

I used to work at at Long John Silver’s and let me tell you…after that job, I NEVER want to work fast food again.

So yes, I would WAY rather work at Kroger’s than Arby’s. 

Sorry if that ruins our “friendship.”

you're friend is looking out for you. you shouldn't cut, but I dont blame you for feeling that way.

I know he was joking around, but he would be the kind of person to make it worse. People smoke cigarettes all the time, and that’s hurting them, and no one gives a shit. If I showed even one scar on my arm I bet some one would call the suicide hot line, tell my family, harass me on the internet, send me hate texts…which is bullshit. And i’m publishing this so people can hear me out.

Which makes me realize…

I probably won’t even go swimming this summer.

What the fuck man!?

Friend “Hey, I’ve just noticed you always wear long sleeves, weather it be a hoodie or just something else.”

Me “…i’m just usually cold man.”

Friend “You sure about that?”

Me (Oh my fucking god what is going on here…)

“Yea lol, why do you ask? You act like I have something to hide.”

Friend “…haha ok man. Just one thing…”

Me “Yea what?”

My friend lashed out his hand on the right sleeve of my hoodie and instantly lifted it up!?!?!?!

Friend “Haha ok just making sure you ain’t cutting or anything!”

                 If he would have lifted my left sleeve up I don’t know what I would have done. I just tried to shrug it off…but my heart was literally pounding. After a couple of minutes I told him I had to go to work and left instantly. I can’t believe he did that…